Dont Like

I dont like what youve become
I dont like what youve become
a ball chained tight
to back of my mind
and I dont like what youve become

cause I never ever ever ever left you
though I barely ever ever ever touch you
I could never ever ever ever hurt you
cause I remember how I loved you
whan I vowed to love you
and take you
I never left you

a void I just cant describe
has been with me for a while
my quiet space
has been replaced
by a yearn I dont know, I cant find
and I dont know why
I cant stop lying
and I dont like what Ive become

cause I never...